We don’t need to hear the story about the mice lol
I remember the thing about the mice really clearly so I wanted to write about it lol
They have them in Shibuya and Shinjuku too right? Mice living in the shrubs on the sidewalk.
185：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 03:45:11.07ID:0kPk05Q00
The next day
At 9:30 I was waiting one station away from where Kayo worked.
For some reason I didn’t want to meet at the station she worked at.
I think Kayo wouldn’t like it either, but I’m not sure.
I arrived 10 minutes early and waited for Kayo.
She’s really going to come right? It seems too good to be true.
The entire time I felt like it was a lie.
Even during work I couldn’t calm down.
It was like I was floating in the air.
Just then, Kayo came out from the station.
Kayo is walking this way.
Kayo is smiling and walking towards me.
It felt like my surroundings were sparkling.
I remember feeling like time slowed down lol
A revolving lantern?
How many times am I going to see these repeating images? lol
I don’t even care if I die anymore lol
But I perfectly remember that moment,
to the point that it actually scares me a little.
Those last two lines are foreshadowing a bad ending lol
194：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 03:50:10.33ID:0kPk05Q00
As we walked the short distance from the station to the izakaya I think a lot of guys turned back to look at Kayo.
[Translator’s Note: an izakaya is a Japanese style bar where you sit at a private table and order food an drinks.]
She wasn’t wearing high heels but
the soles of her shoes were pretty thick so she was about 175cm tall lol
I was wearing sneakers with a 1cm sole and I’m 163cm, so in total I was about 164cm.
In my head I thought that if we held hands it would be like the picture of a guy holding hands with a small alien.
Either way, Kayo was pretty, and extremely tall.
So when she stands next to me it causes even more people to stare lol
I felt like the sounds of laughter were being directed at me lol, but even when I’m by myself I hear it from time to time.
Also, I felt the pressure of having to look up to talk.
Being together in a room and walking around together are pretty different.
We don’t match at all lol
198：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 03:52:14.97ID:0kPk05Q00
Anyways, after awhile we reached the izakaya.
It was an izakaya with a style similar to Watami, Shirokiya, Tsuboha, or Uotami lol
Kayo: “Is it alright if I drink? I’m a lightweight though (laugh)”
Me: “G.g..go ahead.”
We ordered our drinks and said ‘cheers!’
With some alcohol in me, I started saying the things I couldn’t say earlier.
We mostly talked about innocuous things
But the conversation was a lot more lively than it used to be lol
I also got the feeling that Kayo was more relaxed too lol
And I even stopped stuttering.
After about an hour of talking I gathered my courage and decided to ask her
Now that I think about it, if we were at the store our time would have been up already lol
Being able to meet and talk without worrying about the time was bliss.
But there was something I had to ask her.
Which was: ‘Do you have a boyfriend?’
If I didn’t ask her that, than nothing else could start.
※This part is important.
203：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 03:54:27.42ID:0kPk05Q00
I gathered up my courage and asked her.
Me: “D..do you have a boyfriend?”
Crap, should I not have asked that?
We only just started drinking, what should I do?
Kayo: “That’s a difficult question to answer…”
Kayo’s face had an expression of deep thought as she slowly started to answer.
Kayo: “I’m worried about whether or not it’s OK to have a boyfriend while doing this kind of work…”
Kayo: “At the very least, I don’t want to get a boyfriend while I’m working this type of job.”
Kayo had a slightly dark expression on her face.
That means she doesn’t have a boyfriend right?
I wanted to be absolutely certain about that part lol
I couldn’t exactly tell what she meant with her words lol
And unless I hear her say “I don’t have one” I wouldn’t be able to calm down.
That’s the power of a virgin’s love lol
Me: “So, that means…you don’t have one? right?”
208：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 03:56:54.54ID:0kPk05Q00
Huh? Silence again?
Kayo: “Yeah…I guess… I don’t have one (laugh)”
I screamed inside of my head.
At the time I thought it was a weird way for her to phrase it, but I later learned the reason for it.
And because of that reason I ended up in a pretty bad situation, but I’ll talk about that later.
So in the end, even though her phrasing was a bit odd, she had said that she didn’t have a boyfriend.
After hearing that I kept thinking “I want Kayo to be my girlfriend”
Actually, isn’t she already pretty close to becoming my girlfirend?
216：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 03:59:11.68ID:0kPk05Q00
Kayo: “Oh, that’s right…! About my contact information, I wanted to give you the number for the cellphone I use for work too.”
Kayo: “If you get used to women please call this cellphone. Let’s both do our best.”
I came crashing down hard lol
I fell from heaven into hell lol
In the end I was just a customer.
If I wanted to have sex, I had to call her through her work phone…
She’s clearly drawing a line between work and personal life…
225：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 04:01:09.01ID:0kPk05Q00
But after meeting with her outside I learned she didn’t have a boyfriend.
My heart wouldn’t stop pounding.
I like Kayo. I like Kayo.
No matter what she talks about she’s adorable.
Every expression she has is cute.
My chest felt tight all the time.
But the more enamored I became
The more other feelings I didn’t have before started surfacing.
234：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 04:05:45.49ID:0kPk05Q00
Feelings that I only faintly felt.
The more I came to like her…
Right now, she’s hanging out with me by herself.
I’m not paying any money to the store, she’s giving me her own personal time.
That’s why her actions and expressions were so precious to me.
But when I looked at her lips,
(How many d**ks does she suck with those everyday?)
(She probably kisses them too…)
And when I looked at the small amount of cleavage she was showing
(Everyday she lets guys touch and lick her body…)
Thoughts like that just kept popping into my head.
And soon I was unable to stop thinking about it.
The more and more I came to like her…
But there was no way I could talk about any of those things with Kayo.
And right now Kayo was in front of me and she was cute and loveable.
Th..th..this is what they call being conflicted huh? lol
But it’s on a completely different level from deciding whether to eat curry or ramen lol
244：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 04:11:03.74ID:0kPk05Q00
She’s not even my girlfriend but, is this jealously? It’s so painful…
I understand now why a guy passed out when it was revealed that Toyosaki Aki and Tom H@ck were secretly living together lol
Even though she’s not my girlfriend, I understand lol
Without any regard to my feelings time continued to pass by and the night grew darker.
Kayo: “I had a lot of fun, when I’m with you I feel so relaxed (laugh)”
Kayo: “Um, I have work tomorrow too, when I’m finished…”
Huh? Is she inviting me out? I’m so happy!! But at the same time I thought
Tomorrow she’s going to be kissed and licked by tons of people, and after that, after that…
I couldn’t stop myself from thinking about it.
Kayo: “but…if we meet everyday it’ll be rough on you huh…”
Me: “N..No, not at all! If I go home I’m just by myself, i..i..if you’re alright with it I don’t mind meeting everyday!”
Kayo: “Alright, then is it OK if I contact you?”
Me: “Of course!”
251：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 04:14:25.37ID:0kPk05Q00
So, we said goodbye before the last train of the day left.
Kayo lived close by on the same train line.
Which means, she was about 20 minutes away from the station by my house.
She lives a lot closer than I thought…
But after Kayo left I fell into hell again lol
After I got home I couldn’t stop imagining guys doing all sorts of things to her.
I couldn’t stop myself from imagining it.
I got dizzy and nauseous.
And then I actually threw up lol.
So this is the reason I have a virgin complex…
I get it now.
I couldn’t bear dealing with these kinds of thoughts so I could only be with a virgin.
I finally understood…
But I couldn’t stop myself from liking her.
What kind of hell is this?
Who made it? lol
There are too many obstacles I have to overcome…
258：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 04:19:04.45ID:0kPk05Q00
After that we started exchanging messages.
She would usually reply within a couple minutes of sending her a message.
At first I was terrified about sending a message. What should I do if she doesn’t respond?
Sometimes when she was slow in responding I’d start to get depressed.
But after a couple days of messaging, she always responded so I started to relax.
Whenever I thought about Kayo I felt like I’d die from the feelings of love and uneasiness.
When I exchanged messages with her or met her I was happy.
She was like a drug to me.
265：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 04:25:11.07ID:0kPk05Q00
The second time we went to an izakaya I asked her.
Me: “I..I have a pretty bad stutter right? Doesn’t it bother you?”
Kayo look slightly bewildered.
I, on the other hand, was slightly panicked.
Me: “I mean, sometimes it makes it really hard to understand me right?”
Kayo: “Whenever I talk to you I feel really calm.”
Kayo: “Your words are so sincere, but more than that…
I can’t quite explain it but, I feel like you’re someone I can trust.”
Me: “That’s the first time anyone has ever said that about me, someone you can trust huh?”
Me: “But I understand, I feel like you’re someone I can trust too.”
Kayo: “Why is that?”
Me: “Because you’re a truly kind person. Yeah, I felt that especially when I was hyperventilating.
‘I’ve never met someone this kind’ that’s what I thought.”
Kayo: “That’s an exaggeration ha ha.”
Me: “Nope, it’s not. Definitely not.”
When I think about it, I said the last line as if I was talking to myself, but when I looked back at Kayo.
Kayo: “You’re exaggerating (blush)”
For some reason, she was embarrassed. lol
270：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 04:28:57.18ID:0kPk05Q00
After I addressed the issue of my stutter, I became even more relaxed.
I realized how kind Kayo was being by not discussing it,
and if I had never brought it up, I would have always been self-conscious about it.
I started to like her even more.
What should I do?
At that time the only thing I was thinking was “What should I do?”
I was a complete mess and had no idea what to do.
If I confessed to her would she accept me?
But on the off chance we did start dating, I definitely wouldn’t want her to continue working at a brothel.
But I knew nothing about Kayo.
I didn’t even know how old she was. Though later I found out she was 19.
There was a difference of 10 years between us, she was the same age as my twin sisters lol I started to feel like a creeper again.
273：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 04:31:11.26ID:0kPk05Q00
I read about it on the net but,
a lot of times girls working at a brothel are giving their money to someone else but I didn’t think she was doing that.
(But it’s not like my guess was reliable at all)
She wasn’t a flashy girl and she didn’t seem to have any brand-name items either.
At this point it might be a really trivial thing to say but, “Why is this kind of girl working at a brothel?”
I had mustered the courage to talk about my stutter, but I still wasn’t able to ask her why she was working at a brothel.
After that, we went to the same izakaya 2 or 3 more times.
But we didn’t get any closer.
And I started panicking about it (laugh)
I had no idea how to get closer to her.
Should I ask Kayo about herself directly…?
But maybe the reason she feels comfortable with me is because I don’t ask her questions like that?
Thoughts like that ran through my head.
Even then, I was having fun and laughing.
But it turns out that something unrelated to that problem would cause me to be unable to meet with Kayo.
274：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 04:32:22.59ID:0kPk05Q00
Out of the blue I stopped receiving messages from Kayo.
I wasn’t able to send her a message unless I had something to say
like things about our ‘plans to have dinner’ or ‘whattime we were going to meet’.
I had never sent her any other kind of message.
And Kayo usually responded right away.
In the beginning after sending a message I would worry about whether or not she would reply, but by this time I no longer worried about it.
“Do you want to go grab a drink today?”
I never got a response.
If she didn’t reply I had no idea what kind of message I should send lol
I only invited her out to dinner on days she worked.
I knew Kayo’s schedule because she told me
But when I checked the store’s homepage I noticed that she hadn’t gone to work that day.
279：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 04:34:05.25ID:0kPk05Q00
“Did she catch a cold or something?”
Or did she dump me…
We’re not even going out so saying she ‘dumped me’ is kind of weird.
The next day, after thinking about a lot of possibilities
I sent a message like this:
“You didn’t go to work yesterday right? Are you feeling alright? I’m worried.”
But I didn’t receive a response to that message.
And she didn’t go to work that day either.
I wonder if something happened to her…
Or is this what it’s like when someone stops working at a brothel?
She just simply ended her relationship with me because I was originally a customer.
I was unable to contact Kayo for 2 days.
And I was already in emotional shambles lol
I thought I was ‘hurt’ or ‘depressed’
That’s what I thought at the time, but when I think about it now,
I realized, this is what love is like.
I wasn’t really sure because when I went through puberty I never fell in love, but I did get depressed.
I knew a lot more about depression than love lol
281：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 04:35:47.49ID:0kPk05Q00
The next day…
I checked the homepage for the store, as expected, she didn’t go to work today either.
I probably won’t be able to meet her ever again…
I had already started to tell myself to give up.
I felt like I had returned to my old self lol
Oddly enough, telling myself to give up calmed me down.
The feeling was nostalgic and oddly comforting. To be honest, it was nice lol
The feelings of jealousy and all the other feelings that came spewing forth when I was with Kayo seemed to fade away.
“Hmm, I saw a nice dream…”
It was that kind of feeling.
But I was naive lol
After work ended and I returned home,
the only thing I could think about at night was Kayo.
“Kayo, Kayo” I repeated her name as I cried.
282： 忍法帖【Lv=40,xxxPT】 ：2011/10/25(火) 04:35:59.18ID:JcP+kLCz0
I’m a virgin at love like 1 so I understand how hard it is when someone doesn’t return a message.
[Translator’s note: on 2ch users will refer to the person who started a thread as ‘1’, ie. the first person to post in the thread.]
285：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 04:38:24.38ID:0kPk05Q00
I didn’t even care what punishment I’d go through because she was a brothel girl.
I wanted to meet her.
I wanted to see her smile and her expressions again.
Just that was enough.
But I knew nothing about her, I didn’t know where she lived or even how old she was, the only thing I knew was that she was a brothel girl.
If she didn’t reply to my messages then that meant an end to our relationship.
Even if she did start working again if she didn’t contact me we wouldn’t meet again.
290：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 04:42:27.70ID:0kPk05Q00
The way Kayo would say “thank you” to the waiter at the izakaya that brought us our food.
The way she would split the salad for us.
The towering Kayo that I had to look up at.
The Kayo that would always say “sorry, sorry”
The truth was that one day, this good-for-nothing me wanted to protect her.
I can’t give up yet.
I decided to call Kayo.
The truth is, I had never called her before lol
It was too hard for me to do.
The time was, 11 PM…
She might just be sick.
That’s why she didn’t respond to me and that’s why she isn’t going to work.
I gave myself an odd sense of hope and called her.
Maybe she’s really, really sick…
It was really hard for me to press the buttons on my cellphone.
Maybe she blocked my number…
That fearful thought came drifting into my mind.
But I ignored it and the phone started to ring.
I calmed down a little, but I had to fight the feeling to hang up right away.
I forced my self to bear it and listen to the phone ring.
293：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 04:44:37.57ID:0kPk05Q00
Of course, I called her personal cellphone not her work cellphone.
The phone rang.
5 times, 6 times.
As I thought, she’s not answering…
She didn’t respond to my messages, answer my calls, or go to work.
It’s over…it’s all over.
Thinking that I hung up the phone.
I just spaced out, unable to think about anything.
I finally understood how much I had come to like Kayo.
I really liked her.
Why did I never tell her how I felt…?
I regretted it so much.
297：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 04:45:46.43ID:0kPk05Q00
But one hour later, at 12 AM, I received a call from Kayo.
The first thing she said was “Hello? Ryotaro? I’m sorry.”
I can’t properly explain what I felt at that moment.
I was happy and surprised.
I had thought it was completely over, so what was going on lol???
“Kayo, I was really worried.”
More than being worried about Kayo I was concerned about my own feelings lol
But that was the only thing I could say.
Kayo kept apologizing but never said anything about what was happening.
Her voice also sounded odd…
Is she…is she crying?
300：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 04:48:13.97ID:0kPk05Q00
Me: “Kayo, are you crying?”
I could hear her sniffling…
She was definitely crying! Kayo was crying.
I remember at that moment my chest tightened.
Even though just a moment ago I had been crying about how my relationship with Kayo was over.
I was now in a completely different emotional state.
Kayo’s crying? What happened?
So I, for the first time, asked Kayo a question about he personal life.
I mean, I didn’t have any other choice.
I was still terrified when I asked her though.
304：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 04:51:56.98ID:0kPk05Q00
Me: “Kayo what happened?”
Kayo: “…I’m sorry…I’m sorry…”
Kayo didn’t say anything.
But I didn’t back down.
I felt that if I backed down like I usually did then things really would end here.
Me: “Kayo, say something, what happened?”
She was crying, but she didn’t say anything.
But I thought “could it be?”
She might have been like me, “Wanting to say something but being unable to”.
Or maybe she just had no idea how to explain it.
What should I do during times like this?
Actually, how come I never thought about it like this before?
Even though Kayo never talked about herself, did I ever ask questions about her?
Doesn’t everyone want someone to know and understand them?
I only ever thought about myself and never thought about other people…actually
Was I even interested?
I get it now, ha ha. that’s why I’m a loner lol.
307：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 04:55:01.75ID:0kPk05Q00
I thought that if I were in this situation, I’d want someone who would calmly and quietly
listen to my story all the way to the end.
Whenever I stuttered I thought that.
If they did that, than I felt like I was able to express myself.
So I decided to do the same thing.
Me: “I want to know what happened.”
And then I waited.
If I pushed too much I thought I would just burden her.
Me: “You don’t have to tell me right now, you can tell me next time you have the chance,
or the one after that. Whenever you feel like talking I’ll listen.”
This line also had the hidden meaning of “we’ll meet again right?”
308：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 04:57:30.24ID:0kPk05Q00
Kayo laughed? She was still crying but she laughed?
I had heard her laugh many times before, but it was the first time I heard her laugh like this.
Of course, she was crying so it became a crying laugh.
Kayo: “Ryotaro, you, sniffle… really are a nice person, ha ha.”
Her voice became brighter, there was still some sadness in her voice but it was like the storm had stopped.
And like I said before, I had never heard her sound like that before.
It was very feminine? I’m not really sure how to explain it.
Your communication skills have improved.
314：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 05:00:14.36ID:0kPk05Q00
Maybe because of that I said something I never thought I could say.
Me: “Kayo, can we meet right now?”
She was surpised, I was too lol
Why did I say something like that?
It was like someone had tricked me into saying it.
It’s not like I had a strong feeling of “I want to meet her right now!”
It was more like “I want to be by her side…I want to be there for her.”
And then those words just naturally came out.
If it wasn’t for that, there’s no way I could say that I wanted to go to a girl’s house this late at night lol
It really came out naturally.
She didn’t say anything.
I immediately started regretting my words.
At this point you’d usually back down right?
Me: “I’m coming over by taxi so tell me your address.” I said that lol
Why am I being so forceful? It’s like I’m not myself anymore?
What? Huh? that’s what I felt like.
316： 忍法帖【Lv=15,xxxPT】 ：2011/10/25(火) 05:01:57.34ID:oAZhjuy40
You just threw a curveball.
318：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 05:02:10.76ID:0kPk05Q00
I’m amazing lol, I’m not showing any signs of backing down.
I felt like I was just observing myself do these things.
What the hell is happening to me?
What if Kayo was lying earlier and she’s actually living with a guy?
There was still that possibility.
Kayo was quiet for awhile, but she eventually told me her address.
That means it’s alright to go over right?
Rather, it means “please come” right?
At that time I couldn’t even process that much.
After she told me her address I said “Alright, I’m heading over now OK?”
And ran out of my room.
319：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 05:03:55.63ID:0kPk05Q00
It took me about 20 minutes by taxi to get to Kayo’s place.
How long has it been since I’ve ridden in a taxi I paid for myself?
When I got out of the taxi I saw a normal-looking 5 story apartment building, the type you could find anywhere.
So this is where she lives. The fact that it was OK for me to come over
means she lives by herself.
I walked to the entrance and pressed the number for her room.
Kayo answered in an unexpectedly cheery voice and the main entrance door unlocked.
I headed towards Kayo’s room.
330：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 05:06:57.05ID:0kPk05Q00
The door was open and light from the room spilled out.
Kayo was standing there in her loungewear.
Why are you apologizing?
She invited me into her apartment.
There was a kitchen attached to the hallway.
It was a studio apartment with a bed, but there wasn’t enough room for much else.
I sat down in front of a desk that kind of looked like a tea table.
Kayo poured me some coffee.
And I finally came to my senses lol
(This is a girl’s room!)
Of course, this is the first time I’d ever been in a situation like this so I was started getting nervous lol.
After completing my goal of “Being by her side”
I realized I had nothing else in mind lol
I just sat there acting oddly.
337：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 05:10:06.91ID:0kPk05Q00
I’m alone with a girl in her room.
This isn’t real right? There’s no monitor and she’s not a hug pillow?
1 meter…no 70cm away from me there’s a girl…
What an unreal situation, what indescribable uneasiness, what overpowering nervousness.
If I make the first move I’ll be killed!!
Actually, I came here to listen to her story lol
But Kayo was unexpectedly cheery.
Her eyes were still a bit swelled up from crying though.
But it seemed like she didn’t need someone to listen to her story anymore.
As I thought that I started to check
If there was any evidence of a guy living here lol
Also, whether or not she had left any clothes lying around after she had taken them off lol
It’s amazing that a virgin would suddenly end up going to a girl’s room.
>>1 When did you become the type of child that would go to a girl’s room so late at night? You’re lewd! lewd!
345：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 05:14:14.22ID:0kPk05Q00
I realized that Kayo had calmed down.
So there was a purpose in me coming here.
Even if I didn’t force her to talk, just by coming here she got more cheerful!
That’s good enough for today I thought to myself.
I felt a small sense of accomplishment and fulfillment and I think I became more of a friend
to Kayo rather than just a customer.
We spent the rest of the time watching videos on Youtube and talking about random things.
What a gentleman…
350：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 05:16:36.64ID:0kPk05Q00
3 hours passed by in the blink of an eye.
It was almost morning lol
That’s when Kayo started talking.
Kayo: “Do you just want to stay up and catch the first train back? You have work today right?”
Work didn’t start until 9 AM and I could go to work in casual clothes
and if I left from here I could be at work in about 30 minutes, so I’d be fine if I left at 8 AM
If I left on the first train I’d get back home around 6 AM, I’d be a bit restless…
I wonder if she wants me to go home on the first train.
Kayo: “Um… if you stay here I think someone is going to come around 6 AM…”
She seemed to have a lot of trouble saying that…
At 6 AM? And from the way she said it I knew it was a guy.
Let’s see what’s going to happen.
356：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 05:19:09.49ID:0kPk05Q00
Me: “Is it a guy…?”
I could already tell it was from the way she said it, but I had to make sure.
My unmaniliness made me.
I didn’t want to ask, but I did.
Me: “I see…”
I had rape written in my eyes.
Hey 1 that’s not gentlemanly
By rape written in my eyes I meant the look of someone after they’ve been raped, not the eyes of a rapist.
361：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 05:21:50.34ID:0kPk05Q00
Me: “Why?” (rape written in my eyes)
I guess it’s really hard for her to say.
Or maybe she doesn’t want to say it…
It I was my usual self I wouldn’t have asked about it any further but
after coming this far I had no other choice than to ask.
Me: “Is it someone you don’t want to come here?” (rape written in my eyes）
Kayo: “It’s my ex-boyfriend…”
Ex…! That means it’s not her current boyfriend.
If I think about what she said earlier
She said that she wouldn’t make a boyfriend while doing this kind of work.
Huh? But if he’s coming at 6 AM I feel like there’s a lot more going on.
That being said, I don’t even know why I came here so late at night.
I guess it’s time to exorcise the ex-boyfriend.
366：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 05:24:23.57ID:0kPk05Q00
Me: “About your ex…what happened with him?”
Kayo: “I tell him not to come, but he comes anyways.”
Me: “In other words he’s… acting like a stalker?”
I didn’t have the guts to call her ex-boyfriend a stalker
so I said “acting like a stalker” lol
Kayo: “He comes in the morning several times a week. He didn’t come yesterday so he’ll probably come today.”
What exactly is going on…?
Kayo: “He still has the key…he won’t give it back. That’s why he can get into the building.”
Me: “But you have a chain on the door right?”
Kayo: “He keeps pounding on the door until I open it, he’s always so persistent…”
Kayo: “He bothers the neighbors so in the end I have no choice but to open the door.”
And then what does he do?
372：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 05:26:45.00ID:0kPk05Q00
Me: “So then he comes into the room.”
I swallowed my saliva.
I remember I made a rather loud ‘gulping’ sound.
Even without asking I had a good idea of what happened after that.
But as expected of a virgin, I had to make sure lol
Me: “And then he forces you to…?”
She nodded, tears started pouring from her eyes.
How should I explain the emotion I felt at that moment…
It was very clearly “killing intent”.
I probably should have also felt a tinge of jealously, but all I could feel was killing intent born from anger.
Kayo’s ex-boyfriend would force himself on her, in other words rape, Kayo on the bed I was sitting on.
My mind went blank for a moment lol
1’s rage will open his eyes.
382：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 05:29:44.61ID:0kPk05Q00
Since I was born until now whenever I got angry my mind would go blank.
I was never good at expressing myself so I wasn’t able to control it.
With a shaky voice I asked Kayo.
Me: “W..what about the police?”
She didn’t say anything and just shook her head.
It seems like she couldn’t say anything either.
She probably didn’t want to involve the police in her problems with her ex-boyfriend.
And I read on the internet that these kinds of problems are extremely difficult for the police to deal with.
As expected, I’m persistent lol, but I can’t laugh.
If we sued him than everyone would know about it…
And I’m sure that she’s keeping her job a secret from her parents.
There’s the chance that everything will be revealed.
And in a few moments he’ll be here…
Kayo started sobbing.
What should I do…
388：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 05:33:19.78ID:0kPk05Q00
I gently embraced Kayo.
I didn’t have any perverted feelings when I did so.
It was the first time in my life I had embraced a girl.
But since Kayo is so tall
Even though I was supposed to be hugging her, it might have looked like a sea otter holding onto a eucalyptus tree lol
Because I couldn’t properly hug her because of her size, I must have looked pretty weird.
But even though she’s so tall, her shoulders were really small.
She kept sniffling but her crying stopped.
Actually, she was still crying but she was no longer sobbing.
I let go of her.
And as she looked at me crying, she said her usual phrase.
Kayo: “I’m sorry.”
Sea otter…? You mean like a sea otter holding onto a shellfish!!!
390： 忍法帖【Lv=40,xxxPT】 ：2011/10/25(火) 05:34:29.54ID:MYP7YOsj0
I think he meant koala…
395：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 05:35:23.00ID:0kPk05Q00
At that moment I decided.
I was going to drive him off.
Kayo didn’t want to call the police.
And even if we did, we would have to be patient, I’m sure the results would be immediate.
But her ex was coming right now.
In which case, the only one that could protect Kayo was me.
So I asked her.
Me: “W.w.what kind of person is your ex? Is he strong in a fight???”
396： 忍法帖【Lv=7,xxxP】 ：2011/10/25(火) 05:36:40.44ID:2UwnrvHn0
>Is he strong in a fight??
403：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 05:40:31.03ID:0kPk05Q00
It might come as a surprise, but I have actually been in quite a few fights.
I had never been angry like I was then, but quite a few problems had turned into fights.
Because of my stutter and my inability to express myself
the stress from that would explode from time to time.
When I was a kid and got teased about my stutter, it would often lead to a fight.
The only problem was I almost never won.
That’s a big problem lol
You started off with a nylon bag over your mouth while you were hyperventilating but you’ve come this far…
Your rate of growth is like Dai no Bouken’s Pop or Slam Dunk’s Hanamichi
412：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 05:45:10.64ID:0kPk05Q00
Kayo: “He’s about 180cm tall… and he said that he used to practice Karate.”
Me: “Is that so (rape written in my eyes).”
My anger had faded, but fear started to well up.
But at that moment
It wasn’t the type of fear that made me contemplate leaving Kayo alone so I wouldn’t have to face him. It was the fear that came along with the knowledge that I was going to fight him.
I understood that.
In any event, no matter what the result was just the fact that I was here increased the chances that nothing would happen to Kayo.
At that point, I was already prepared to face him.
422：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 05:48:34.02ID:0kPk05Q00
But Kayo said “I don’t wont to burden you anymore…”
In other words, “Go home.”
Why couldn’t she say “help me.”?
But people don’t easily ask strangers for help.
Even though I should of known that by then…I still thought that.
But without thinking my tone became harsher.
I was on edge because of the danger I was about to face.
Me: “Why didn’t you say anything?”
I said it in an accusatory tone.
Kayo was taken aback and froze.
Kayo: “I..I’m sorry.”
Noticing her reaction, I immediately apologized for my tone.
Kao: “I’m sorry.”
Why are we apologizing to each other in a situation like this…
430：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 05:52:13.89ID:0kPk05Q00
Me: “You didn’t ask anyone else for help?”
She was being forced upon by her ex-boyfriend and she didn’t have anyone to ask for help…
Tokyo has these types of people.
She’s all by herself out here…
As I thought about her loneliness my chest got tight.
I wasn’t sure if I should say she was living life to the fullest or that she used to
But either way, currently she was all alone.
It must have been tough…so tough
And unlike me she doesn’t have a 2-D wife or use the internet much.
Bang bang bang!!!
As we were talking we heard the sound of someone pounding on the door.
445：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 05:55:47.95ID:0kPk05Q00
Kayo had a look of fear and nervousness.
I was scared too…
I left Kayo sitting there and headed towards the door.
As I peeked through the peep hole I saw a man standing there.
I unlocked the door and removed the door chain.
The door opened.
Man: “Who are you?”
He asked me.
He seemed slightly confused.
But even though he was tall he was all bone lol
Why did you remove the chain lock
It would have been fine to remove it after you talked to him.
576：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 19:13:27.45ID:0kPk05Q00
I called him Bones because of his legs.
Compared to 163cm me, this 180cm guy was like a tower.
With my usual field of vision, upon opening the door all I could see were his legs lol
As I looked up from his feet and to his face a 20 year-old playboy looked down at me.
He was tanned and had style. His eyes and eyebrows were cool too.
But since I was looking up, I saw up his nose.
584：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 19:17:09.13ID:0kPk05Q00
When he asked “Who are you?” I was a bit troubled for a response, but considering the situation there really was only one response.
Me: “I’m dating Kayo, who are you and why are you here so early in the morning?”
I thought Bones would be a bit taken aback by that but he yelled towards the inside of the room.
Bones: “Kayo! You said you weren’t going out with anyone!!!”
I was scared.
This giant was leaning over my head and yelling intensely lol
Me: “Alright, just calm down…”
Bone: “You have nothing to do with this right?”
He glared at me.
I was nervous as hell.
Can you come back tomorrow? lol
587：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 19:24:18.21ID:0kPk05Q00
Me: “I said I was dating Kayo right? Go home!”
But Bones tried to push open the door and enter the room.
It seems like this guy didn’t listen.
I pushed him back, actually it was more like I grabbed onto him lol
But the difference in strength was too much, he was slowly pushing me back.
Me: “Don’t enter just because you feel like it!”
After I said that Bones started hitting me.
His fist connected with my nose. I started bleeding. But since I was grabbing onto him
It was like taking a hit in a clinch, I was absolutely fine.
Actually, at this point I was rather calm.
Rather than calm, I was emotionless lol
I didn’t feel anything.
How should I explain it? It was like things were just happening?
But, considering I just got hit…
That means the fight started lol
I just felt like things were happening, I wasn’t scared at all.
Even though I was terrified just a few seconds ago, it’s a feeling I can’t explain even if I tried.
Bones kept hitting my head and trying to peel me off with his elbows.
While he was doing that either he raised his center of gravity or,because he was hitting my head, I lowered mine.
I ended up grappling Bones’s legs.
This is when a miracle happened.
His pants and underwear came down.
Bones’s thing was huge.
I lost…this is your victory.
598：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 19:32:16.43ID:0kPk05Q00
The moment I grabbed on to Bones’s legs and started pushing, I pushed him out of the room in an instant.
Bones: “Don’t fuck with me! I’ll kill you!!!”
Bones started hitting my head and back.
But it was kind of like slapping, it didn’t hurt at all.
Did this guy really do Karate? I didn’t actually think that at the time though lol
He definitely didn’t lolll
I pushed him out of the room and kept going until I got to the handrail.
By the way, I was wearing my socks.
If I raised my head and turned this into a proper fight I would have definitely lost…
So I just kept my grip on him and pushed.
Bones’s back hit the handrail.
I kept pushing.
Bones: “I’m going to fall! I’m going to fall!” he started to scream.
It seems like his height turned out to be a curse.
The handrail was slightly lower than most so his back went over the top of it.
He wouldn’t fall immediately, but if I lifted him up he probably would have.
I’ll push him over, I thought to myself in my head.
In a manga a read long time ago “From Miyamoto to You” there was a scene like this.
When you say handrail, do you mean the handrail in the hallway?
Yeah, the building’s hallway’s handrail.
To me it was a completely safe height, but Bones didn’t seem to agree.
603：Ryotaro◆wS2fCa8rNY ：2011/10/25(火) 19:36:15.97ID:0kPk05Q00
I wasn’t even thinking about what would happen afterwards.
When people lose it, are they all like this?
Ah, but I didn’t feel like I was angry.
I just calmly thought that if I pushed him over I would win!
And I also thought
We’ll both fall!
Against someone like me who was willing to die, Bones didn’t have any options left.
By the way, we were on the second floor.
On the floor below us was a storage rack for bikes.
I don’t know if we would die or not, but at the least it would hurt lol
Bones was sandwiched between me and the handrail, as I continued to push
He started leaning over the handrail more and more.
At that point Bones was grabbing onto the handrail with all his might.
He couldn’t attack me at all lol
Because the second he let go of the handrail he’d fall lol
Bones, who had up until a moment been yelling “Don’t fuck with me!” and “I’ll kill you!!” was now trying his hardest to not fall over the handrail and because of that
“I’m s..rr..y I’m..so…rry..st…” he started apologizing in broken words.
I wasn’t able to life my head to see, but it was pretty obvious that he was crying.